Summer dreams

This week my husband said to me, “I think we should think about all of the things we want to do this summer!” So naturally I thought the only was this probably could be solved was with a list!

I was supposed to have a baby today.

A few months back I shared the story of our miscarriage. What I didn’t know then was that the story wasn’t finished. Which in hindsight was naive to think… but I hadn’t gone through this before so I really had nothing to compare it to. I’ve been trying to write this entry for weeks, you…

Maybe life isn’t meant to be curated.

  cu·rate2 ˌkyo͝oˈrāt,ˈkyo͝oˌrāt/ verb past tense: curated;  select, organize, and look after the items . select the performers or performances that will be featured. select, organize, and present, typically using professional or expert knowledge. Think about this for a second. How much are we willing to share with those around us – including those that are…

Full time everything.

How are you supposed to be a full time spouse – a full time parent – a full time career doer – or a full time (fill in the blank for whatever else!) … You just try. & then you repeat to yourself: “You are not a perfect human. And there is no one else around…

When Finnwish says, “Mom let’s make a bakery!”

… you make a bakery. I think motherhood is one part mess making, one part mess cleaning up, and one part making little moments where it feels like your child’s dreams come true. Finn couldn’t even believe that 1. we happened to have all of the things to make cookies, (shout out to Aunt Liz…