I was supposed to have a baby today.

A few months back I shared the story of our miscarriage. What I didn’t know then was that the story wasn’t finished. Which in hindsight was naive to think… but I hadn’t gone through this before so I really had nothing to compare it to. I’ve been trying to write this entry for weeks, you…

Full time everything.

How are you supposed to be a full time spouse – a full time parent – a full time career doer – or a full time (fill in the blank for whatever else!) … You just try. & then you repeat to yourself: “You are not a perfect human. And there is no one else around…

When Finnwish says, “Mom let’s make a bakery!”

… you make a bakery. I think motherhood is one part mess making, one part mess cleaning up, and one part making little moments where it feels like your child’s dreams come true. Finn couldn’t even believe that 1. we happened to have all of the things to make cookies, (shout out to Aunt Liz…

Birth Story – Finnley Charles

For those that wanted to hear Finn’s birth story. I finally got around to writing it out. At 38 weeks I woke up everyday wondering, “is today the day? Are we finally going to meet Finn?” And then at the end of everyday those last two weeks Kevin and I would pray, “Lord, we ask…